Transferred to tumblr

Yes, because i find blogspot a little too troublesome sometimes.
Esepcially when u wanna post pictures etc.
Therefore, i have moved to to tumblr.
Below is my URL!

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/jrdailyadventure

15th September, Tuesday. 12:10am

Holidays are going good so far.
But the haze isnt helping. Just make things worse.
It's like, one moment its all clear and fresh, the next moment, it's hazy as shit.
Foggy, can barely breathe, mouth and throat dry and painful.
Its crazy man.
Indonesia has to really stop burning trees.
Why would you wanna burn smth that gives us oxygen and shade?!

Went to USS again today.
Finally took the Cylon ride.
Cylon? Ceylon? Cyclon? idk how to spell it. haha.
It was scary as shit.
First time after a long time taking that ride and got the first row just now.
It was madness man sitting at the first row.
You know if your safety cushion fails you, thats it. Gone.
Sitting at the second row and thereafter makes u feel a lil safer cause at least theres smth in front of you.
But at the front, theres nth. It's just you, your partner beside you and free falling.
Pretty intense. 360 loop turns and sideway turns.
Was pretty messed up after the ride. hahaha.
Nonetheless, it was good.

Have started painting some of my minis.
Well, getting that hobby back. Kinda miss it though.
Will post pics of it once im done.
Thats all~

USS, checked.

First day of holidays and spent it well at USS!
Was a really good day to be there.
NO regrets at all! it was simply perfect.
Went on a Wednesday. Expected it to be slightly less crowded but still full of people.
I was wrong.
After we collected our tickets at the counter and went in, there were lesser ppl than i expected.
Yeah of course there were chunks of ppl here and there and we still had to queue for the rides.
But first time the roller coasters had a wait time of only 15-20 mins.
Which was really short!! the Mummy ride wait time was like 05 mins, according to the board.
hahaha! Thats was already one of the best surprises there.
Then, it seemed like it was gonna rain, sky seemed really dark and winds were strong.
During one of our rides, it drizzled a little and it stopped.
And the sky was just dark, gloomy and it was cold and windy!
No sun, it wasnt hot and it was still dry despite the short drizzle!
It was so good! Cold breezy day in USS.
Managed to take all the rides except battlestar. hahaha.
The rides were exhilarating as always. SO much fun and excitement.
Ate lunch at Goldilocks. Lol. at Far Far Away castle.
They served pretty good fried chicken.
Then we went to exchange our regular tickets for the season pass! woohoo!
Finally have the pass now! hehehe i can go to USS like any time!
Afterwards, we went to get churros. It was good. Sweet and tasty.
But after we ate it, our mouths were dry and felt like they were corroding. haha! :D
Didnt want to take the battlestar cause didnt feel too good after taking all the rides.
Motion sickness started kicking in after taking all the earlier rides.

Love the jurassic park area.
It's pure childhood man. With the famous theme song. haha
My inner child and inner nerd were screaming.
Was definitely a day full of fun and laughter.

Done with USS.
Up next, zoo! ;)
And then insect kingdom, sea aquarium and possibly even adventure cove or wild wild wet!
thats all for tonight!

So it begins...

It has begun...
It has officially begun. HOLIDAYSSSS!!!
woohoooo! finally! have been wanting this holidays for very long alrd!
hahaha finally finished everything including the window display!
Managed to finish everything tonight. Which was nice!
My holidays have officially begun.

To kick start my holidays, tomorrow im going to USS! yay!
Will be making the 6 month season pass!
Which means 6 months of free entry to USS. hehehe so excited.
And yes, tmr will be the first time in a long time im going to USS.
Keen to try out the new battlestar galatica ride and the Puss in Boots ride!
Hopefully will get to spend the whole day there. Till night.

Will try to fully utilize my holidays and do as much as i can.
Okay thats all for tonight i guess. A short one indeed.
Will need to rest early as i can cause will be leaving early!

Holidays!

Yes, the holidays are within my reach now. hehehe
Yeah, for the past 3 to 4 of my previous posts, ive been talking about holidays.
Cause im sick of school already. tired of it.
And may i remind that the course i am taking now is not my interest nor am i keen about it.
Yeah, so it's basically learning about things that im not interested in for 2 years. haha.
But it isnt entirely bad, at least i manage to learn some new things along the way.

Might need to return back to school on next Monday to finalize my window display.
After that, its the official holidays already.
First thing on my list for the holidays is going to USS!
Am going there on the 9th, gonna spend the whole day there.
Havent been to USS ever since they reopened the Battlestar Galatica ride and the new Puss in Boots ride.
Eager and excited to go there real soon!
Gonna make the season pass too.
Which means 6 months of free excess to USS! hahaha woohoo!
And from where i live, its easily 15-20 mins away from sentosa.
Looking forward to going to many other places this holidays.
Which includes the Insect Kingdom/Butterfly Park, Zoo, Sea aquarium and more!

After this term break, and when school reopens, it is officially my last semester.
Officially 6 more months of school till graduation.
Upon graduation, it's a whole new stage in life already.
The transition from Secondary school to tertiary was a big jump.
From tertiary onwards, it will be an even bigger change.
Whatever you do from then on, determines your future. Well, most of it.
Cause by this age, one can easily be in his/her 20s already.
And that means adulthood. Which means more serious planning for the future.
Job, friends, money, and probably your soulmate. All your decisions to make.
Stressful but definitely worth it i guess?
haha alright thats all for this post.

Last module to go

Final week of school.
Finally 2 modules down. 1 more to go.
Have to finish up a window display by this week.
Hopefully my group cooperates with one another and we can get things done faster.
The sooner we finish, the sooner we can start our holidays.

Anyway had my third blood test today. zzzz
i gotta admit, this one was painful.
The nurse was inexperienced i guess? She seemed young to me.
It was painful because she poked the needle in slowly.
Which means i felt everything.....
I felt the needle pierce my skin. go through it and pierce my blood vessel.
It was slow and torturous...unlike the army.
When she was done, she pulled the needle out slowly again T.T HAHAHA
Like wise, i felt everything.
While she was extracting, i was squeezing the stress ball and my whole arm was getting numb.
Even as i type now, my arm feels weird. It feels bruised and numb-ish.
It was so diff compared to the army.
The 2 blood test i did in the Medical Classification Centre in CMPB was good.
It was extremely fast, minimal pain and very efficient.
They poked it in fast, drew what blood they needed and pulled it out and pasted the plaster in 1 fluid motion.
Well, i have another blood test at the same hospital in another 2 months.
Khoo Teck Puat. Yeah, it isnt that bad luh. As long as the pain was bearable.

Really gotta watch my diet in these 2 months...
Because if my cholesterol level is still in the high range, the army will not give me a very nice pes.
Probably pes C or even D. and i DO NOT want that.
its so hard to control my diet. Because for the past 20 years, ive been eating whatever i want, whenever i want, anywhere and anyhow i want.
But now, i gotta be more disciplined and restrict myself if i wanna get a decent pes status.
Thats all for today!

Almost there

It's Saturday today.
I've endured my hell week in school.
FINALLY all my tests are over.
All im left with is 1 submission and 1 more crappy presentation.
Which will be this coming Monday and Tuesday.
And then im freeeeeeeeeeeeee! cant wait to enjoy my holidays.

Monday is also my medical checkup.
Kinda nervous for it...even though i shouldnt be.
oh wells~

Today was a horrible day. Sigh.
I feel at fault whenever something goes wrong.
Maybe i really am useless....
Always make things worse. hais.
Dont wanna talk about today anymore. Had enough.

Well i just gotta endure 2 more weekdays and then im free.
Really cant wait.
Looking into the future, i have about 6 more months of school left.
After this September holidays, when school reopens, that will be my last and final semester.
Which means i am now in my second last semester.
After i graduate, i'll probably spend my time wisely.
Work part time, spend time with my mum, enjoy the current freedom i have and of course spend time with AJ before i go in.
So much worries and doubts when im going in.
So afraid of so many things too.
Not about whats gonna happen in tekong. but afraid of whats gonna happen OUTSIDE of tekong when i cant be there to do anything.
Shouldnt talk about this now. Only making myself feel worse. 
Till next time~

Hell Week

This week is indeed hell week..
Theres so much going on. And not just regular things, but stressful things.
Yst, which was monday, i had 400m time trials for track and field.
Today, Tuesday, i had theory test.
Wednesday, I will be having a phase test as well as 1500m time trial.
Thursday, have to finish up my model making.
Friday I have 2 tests in a day and a submission and presentation.
Weekends are free. But mainly to finish up any outstanding assignments.
Monday I have another submission and have to go Khoo Teck Puat Hospital for a medical checkup.
Tuesday, I have one last presentation.
Hopefully that is all before i start my holidays.
Really wishing that this week would pass as quickly as possible.
Because its so tiring and stressful.
I guess i have to go through this if i want to enjoy my sweet holidays. hehe

Anyways, why Khoo Teck Puat?
After my standard medical checkup at CMPB, my blood test have shown certain abnormalities.
Not anything serious, but something to be taken into consideration.
Thus, i was scheduled for another blood test in around June last 2 months.
Prior to that second blood test, they now decide to send me to KTP to have further checkups.
To see a specialist regarding this. And what is wrong?
Well basically theres too much fat in my blood stream. Which is obviously no good.
If this goes on untreated, i might have high cholesterol or some issues related to that.
And no, i dont want that now. Im still young and free. haahha
Okay on a serious note, i gotta start watching what i eat.
My lifestyle is okay because i still exercise and do activities.
But i need to start disciplining myself when it comes to food from now on.
They're probably gonna jab me with 9345346 needles this coming checkup.

Well, i hope all goes well.
Hope this week ends fast and hope i get that checkup over and done with quickly.
I do want to enjoy my holidays soon.

Smelling the sweet holidays ahead!

Yes! I can smell the sweet holidays nearing!
The sweet smell of holidays... ahhhh.
Have about less than 2 more weeks of school and then BAM!
About 1 month of holiday. Cant wait.
Now that i have someone to spend my days with too, i sure am looking forward.
Yeah, i have a new commitment now ;) hehehe

All im left with are a couple of class tests and submissions for assignments.
Have about 3 days of class test. (no prob)
and last submission for the most burden assignment is end of this month, 30th august.
After which we need not attend school anymore (hopefully) cause modules have finished.
After which...my holidays begin. muhahahaha

Definitely feeling better now. Recovering well i must say.
However, still having the sniffles. I feel that they are the hardest to recover from.
Annoying little flu bug.
Many people are falling sick recently. It's like the season to be ill. Lol.
Ahh, that time of the year. haha.

Not much happening things for me this weekends. Probably just gonna focus on my assignment.
The sooner i get it done, the less i have to worry.
Well, i guess thats about it for today. :)

Under the weather

yes, been under the weather lately.
If you read my previous post, i have mentioned that i have the sniffles and cough.
Well, now that my flu and cough is a lil better, i feel feverish.
Temperature at 37.6
Which is just at the trigger temp.
So i guess yeah, its official, i have fever. haha.
Fever is such a miserable feeling.
You feel so tired and dead and useless.
Your eyeballs hurt when you move them, your head throbs and hurt even more when you turn side to side. Even when slowly.
When others feel hot or cold, you feel the opposite. haha.
And whenever im sick, i always crave for things that im not supposed to eat.
Like fried chicken wings, chilli, etc.
And when i wake up from naps when having fever, ill be lost.
Wont rmb what day, time or year i am in. hahaha.
True story. Dk whats happening at home. Basically i just lost my memory.
Then when i get out of bed, i feel trippy and giddy and my eyes have double eyelids.
I dont even feel like myself when im sick. I feel like someone else.
I think, talk, act and behave differently when im sick.
I say and do and think about things that i usually will not do.
Weird...just hope my fever doesnt increase.
haha alright here comes the throbbing headaches.
Till next time! 

Weekends!

ahhh yes, it's finally the weekends again.
The sweet weekends~
Thursday marks the start of my weekends for me.
Had a pretty rough week, mainly cause i'm ill.
Yes, sick. Im down with cough and feverish feels.
Dont know how i got it, but it just happened. It hit me from nowhere.
Happened on National Day itself. Felt smth wrong with my throat already.
Sure enough, i became sick.
To make things worse, whenever i am sick, or especially when i have cough, my condition worsens.
Simply because i have bronchitis. Which is the inflammation of the lungs.
Cant drink cold stuff too fast cause ill cough, allergic to dust, etc etc.
When i have cough, i actually wheeze. yeah its that bad. lol.

Had napha today....
Didnt go well at all.
Was pretty disappointed with myself.
Also because i was sick and couldnt perform to my best.
Clocked in my 2.4km at 11mins 10 sec -.-
Which is extremely disappointing even though its graded B.
Again, it was my cough and illness that made things this way.
Was really under the weather.
After running, i puked. haha.
My pocari sweat drink and siew mai i ate for breakfast came out.
Yup, was already expecting that to happen halfway during the run.
Didnt feel good at all.
But definitely feel so much better after puking.

As for my weekends, i dont have much plans.
In fact, i dont have any plans as of now.
Might be spontaneous and go along with any plan that pops out.
Am hoping that my friends are free to go for a ride.
And by ride, i mean cycle. haha.
Yeah, havent cycled in awhile and feel the need to.
Alright, thats all for this update

Examine your thoughts

Finally managed to find time to update my blog.
Have been a rather hectic week with tight schedules.
Mainly due to assignments of course.
Well, as much as i want to complain and groan, it pleases me to think that the only reason why things are getting tougher now is because i am in my final year of school.
Which means graduation is near.
Matter of fact, i only have about 6 more months of school, minus off the holidays and vacations.
Assignment deadlines back to back, one after another and they just keep coming and piling up.
Well, i just gotta hang in there if i want to graduate in peace. hehe.

As the title suggests, i have to start examining my thoughts very carefully.
That is a pretty broad statement.
But what i mean by that is to start making decisions more appropriately like an adult.
To think twice about certain things and to know of consequences and such.
Why? Well, reason is simple.
I feel that 18-21 is the transition period whereby teenagers grow and mature into young adults.
As young adults, most of our life decisions must be made on our own.
Because, it is our own lives after all.
We determine our future.
We can only depend on our parents and family for emotional and psychological support.
The rest, my friend, all depends on us.
It is quite frightening and scary to think about deciding our own future.
I think it is because ever since birth, we have been relying on our parents so much that sometimes, we take certain things for granted.
They decide what clothes we are, what food we eat, how much allowance to give us etc.
And to think that now we have to make such decisions ourselves, thats pretty scary.

Well, the weekends are nearing.
I can smell them already. ohhh the sweet smells of long weekends.
Tomorrow is Thursday which means my long weekends starts on thursday night itself.
Will be going to watch a concert tomorrow evening.
Performed by a Japanese band that just flew into SG a few days ago.
My previous sec school did a musical exchange with them here in SG.
And thus, prepared an official concert.
It will be at the newly renovated and refurbished VCH. Victoria Concert Hall.
Havent been there ever since it was renovated. Looking forward.
That's about it i guess.
Till next time~

Better days ahead

Prior to my previous post, my days are relatively getting better.
Shin is recovering well and feeling rather good/okay these few days.
I always believe that if, for some reason, ur life starts to get shitty and horrible, just hang in there.
Why? Because it will be better soon.
Things will always get better. Bad things dont last for long.
Like they say, life has ups and downs.
If you're experiencing too much ups, then you'll probably are gonna face some downs soon.
If you're experiencing too much downs, then good things are about to come your way.
Well, at least this way, life is more interesting.
Much to learn from, a lot to experience and savour and treasure.
If life is stagnant then....i see no point living it.

As said earlier, life has been getting slightly better.
Slowly but surely. Well, its the weekends anyway, what could go wrong?
Enjoyed myself yst at Gardens By The Bay.
Then had dinner at Satay By The Bay.
hahaha, felt like a tourist, but its a nice feeling.
Good atmosphere and good food there.
Today, Saturday, didnt do much.
Went for Iqra lessons at my friend's house because his mum was nice enough to tution me.
Afterwards, went to Mac for some double macspicy and twister fries. hehehe.
And as for tmr? Going to 2 of my friend's open house.
Weekends well spent i must say.
Till next time!

Shit Week

Yup, as the title suggests, it has been a horrible week.
This week was really horrible and im extremely glad that it's coming to an end.
Firstly, while doing one of my assignments, i attempt to save my work as always.
But then it couldnt seem to successfully save anything.
It kept prompting me to format my thumbdrive.....
That was when i knew i was screwed...
My entire thumdrive has been corrupted....
The assignment which i have been working on has been corrupted.
Which means it can no longer be opened or saved or anything.
It just became trash.
I was so upset and moodless when i knew i had to redo.
And even better? The submission deadline was the next day which is today.
Means i had less than 24 hours to redo every single shit.
Which includes a report, a document from photoshop and my sketches.
Had to start from scratch.....

Then, on the same day itself, after feeling like shit, i tot going for a run would help a little.
I was suppose to have training on that day, but it was replaced by some H-Two-O competition.
Yeah, a running competition.
So, i tot it would make my day a lil better.....
or so i tot...
I had shin splints.....
It was extremely painful and i had to stop running.
My friend who is a more professional athlete helped torture me.
He knuckled and elbowed and press and pushed the splint.
All the way from the area near my ankles, up to where my calve is.
Idk how....but he managed to move my splints.
Which was pretty amazing yet scary.
So now, it's pretty swelled up and painful.
And by right, im suppose to have my NAPHA test today.
But look at my leg, how am i suppose to do my best?
So i didnt take my napha and had to postpone it.

Shit week indeed.
So thankful it's finally the end of Thursday.
As mentioned in my previous post, i dont have school on Fridays.
So yeah....my weekends starts on Thursday night actually.
Managed to redo everything regarding that assignment and submitted it today just before the lesson ends. Felt really great.
Leg's still feeling a little swollen and painful, but definitely much better than yesterday.
Well, i shall enjoy my weekends.
No wait, i MUST enjoy my weekends.
My weekdays were too shitty.
hehe, till next time.

The weekends are finally here

Yes, for me, Thursday is the last weekday of the week.
Cause i dont have school on Fridays.
So glad it's finally thursday.
That nice feeling of going to sleep a lil later than usual but not feeling worried cause you know it's friday tmr and you can wake up any time you want.
It's a nice feeling.
Anyway i have some "bonding" games day for my course tmr....
I strongly doubt im going. I see no point really.
Here's the logic behind tomorrow's bonding day :
Course lecturer feels that we should bond with the juniors (year 1s)
Therefore plan a bonding day for us...

Isn't it a bit too late?
If you wanted to bond, shouldnt you have planned and done so much earlier?
For us, we have about 6-8 more months of school before graduation.
What is there to bond? I dont see the need to bond with anyone else cause we would all be gone in a matter of months.
Besides, i really dislike this kind of bonding day thingy.
Not that i dont like to socialize. But i really see no point to socialize now.
And the lecturers actually know many of us are reluctant to come and thus they "threaten" us by saying attendance will be taken and it is compulsory. -.-
So...what if i dont come? Do i get banned from taking exams?
I dont get it. Lol.

Anyways, how time flies.
It's already coming to the end of July.
Before we know it, it's already 2016. 
Drinking some sparkling ribena drink now.
That's all for tonight~

Shag

Yes, shag I is.
Been felling realy tired. Dk why.
Must be because of training last night.
I think i wore myself out too much.
After our grueling run, we did core training on our own.
This includes crunches, leg raises etc.
My core was so painful, it felt like my innards were being twisted around.
Feels better now of course, now it feels tired. Lol
My thigh and butt feels a lil aching too.

After i came home from school today, i took a nap.
And it is rare for me to do that, which shows how tired i am.
Well, its Wednesday tomorrow.
Which means.......training again T.T
Seems like a lot of training huh? Nope.
Our trainings are only on Monday and Wednesday.
2 days per week seems little. But if done properly and seriously, it's more than enough to wear us out for the rest of the week.
I think i'll sleep early tonight.
Cant always be late for school.
Not that i love school but yeah...responsibility x.x

On a side note, i need new novels to read man....
I'm done reading all of mine. Even read some again twice.
Decided to lend some of my books to a friend too. Who enjoys reading the same genre of novels.
But...getting new ones are so painful to my wallet.
Why are books so expensive..lol.
I still remember back in secondary school, i used to buy someone his/her favourite storybooks.
Yup, the whole collection. Not sure if that person still remembers. but, yeah. haha.

Hmmm, feel like taking a crap now.
Release chocolate hostages. lol.
It's nice when they cooperate.
Rather than having to force them out. haha.

And i just realized that everyone's blogs nowadays are like on tumblr.
And here i am still using blogger. Lol.
But hey! Old is gold yknow.
I HAD a tumblr account. But....i didnt know how to use it.
Fiddled with it for a few days and gave up.
It's probably frozen and archived now. haha.
Someone once said to help me create a tumblr account and teach me how to use it as well as help me update it once in awhile.
But it never happened. hehe.
Okay, thats it for today.
I shall go see if the chocolate hostages want to be released now. :)

A mind without purpose will wander in dark places

Yup, got my header from the game i played.
"A mind without purpose will wander in dark places"
Makes a lot of sense. Food for thought.
If you dont have a goal or purpose in life, be it short term or long term, you will start to wander off.
To where? To dark places where we're not suppose to go.
That's where we start doing bad things or learning bad habits.
Thought for the day.

Anyways it's saturday today.
Woke up damn late today. haha!
After waking up, ate some food and started playing game.
As usual my phone was quiet as shit....
Nothing much going on.
It's about 145am now.
Should probably go to sleep alrd. But decided to blog first before i off ma lappy.

Tmr is sunday already. How fast....
The weekends always seem to speed up faster than any other days of the week.
While weekdays feel like months...zzzzz
My grandpa should be coming over to ma place tmr. Just for some visiting.
Mum's gonna cook his fav food.
Tmr is chill day. Or rest day. Cat day. Sloth day. Whatever you wanna name it.
 Starting to feel really lonely these few days.
Mainly cause im not really close with anyone from my class....and i dont want to get too close either.
And other than that, i dont seem to have anyone else....
Everyone else is just my friend.
Well, thats it for today. 

TGIF

Yeap, it's Friday.
Or whats left of it. Today is also the first day of Hari Raya~
Scrolled through Instagram and seeing so many good looking people!
And here i am looking like a potato.

Didn't do much today.
Went to Somerset with aunt and mum today.
Went to watch Ant-Man. Was pretty good. Like any typical Marvel movie.
After which we went to eat. Shopped at Muji then came back home.
Bought some snacks from Muji.
Cheese popcorn, some bread crackers with sugar and chocolate marshmallow.
Eating the marshmallow now as we speak.
Also bought myself a really cute and cool mini fan.
It's USB cable powered. Meaning it's meant for when you're using your com or lappy and you need a lil extra wind.
It's pretty neat. Small, compact, kinda powerful and handy.
But comes with a price.... $39 for that damn thing haha.
Oh well, been awhile since i bought something nice for myself.

My phone has been especially quiet today.
Literally. From morning till night. The entire day, just silence.
The only notifications i got were from my game. That's about it.
I can understand why. Everyone is busy enjoying themselves on the first day or Raya.
haha! and plus, most of my friends are malay.
Oh well.
That's it for tonight! 

Eid Mubarak

Yup, today is the last day of the ramadhan month.
Which also means it is the start of Hari Raya, tmr is the first day.
Happy for my Muslim friends. They all seem so excited and have such happening plans.
And as for me? I'm just gonna spend my weekends in solitary confinement.
Haha jk, but yeah, close to that. I've got nth much to do now that school has started.

Currently blogging via my phone.
Was gaming earlier on and forgot to blog before I shut it down. Haha
It's so difficult to tweet from your phone. Damn
On ma bed now. Just had my supper. It's 1am now.
Was feeling hungry and wanted to cook maggi but luckily parents were still out and were nice enough to get me some mee goreng~
Wasn't much, but it was good enough for me.

Napha is in exactly 2 weeks time. I'm more nervous about that than I am about assignments.
Lol.
Reason is simple. I have to get either GOLD or SILVER to be considered as a pass.
BRONZE or below would be a fail.
Which means I have to go in tekong for my BMT a few weeks earlier than stated.
Who wants that?
If stuff like this can be avoided. Ill definitely try hard.
Who wants to go in to tekong 1-2 months after graduating??? Haha!
Which is why I am aiming for a silver and above.
Have been doing push ups and sit ups everyday when I get home from school.
I can't do much of those, therefore I have to really work on my 2.4km.
That's where majority of my points will come from. -end-

Have been thinking about myself lately.
Reflecting and reevaluating the way I see things and people.
I ask myself so many questions. But can't find any answer to them.
Why am I so sensitive?
Why do I overthink so much??
Am I really that lousy in people's eyes?
Why do people think of me in such a way? (Not that I care)
Why am I so easily affected by things?
Why am I so negative?
And the list goes on....
I don't like the fact that im all of the above mentioned.
I tend to disappoint people. Especially that one person. And I don't like it.
Which is why I have to reflect and reevaluate how I perceive things and people now.
I can say I'm slowly improving....but definitely not good enough.
I will try to be better.

Well, that's all for the night. My fingers are starting to cramp up from typing all these on my phone.
Till next time.

Day 2

Day 2 of this renewed blog. Still going good and strong.

School today was a total waste of time....
zzzz dont wanna talk about it. haha
Anyways today had dinner at Arnold's with my ex secondary school mates.
Definitely a good catch up time with them.
Lots of laughter, jokes and.....chicken.

Arnold's was good i must say.
It's pretty pricey but hey, if you're looking for good quality fast-food, you've just found it.
I had a WHOLE spring chicken to myself.
Managed to devour only 2/3 of it. Then was gonna explode.
Cause we had fries, mash and soup too. Gosh...
It was good. But extremely oily and bad for health.
But who cares when it comes to food!

Had a good catch up with my ex sec school mates.
Been quite a while since i actually had such a good time with my guy friends.
My class is 90% girls.....i cannot take it.
It's dreadful.
Therefore, whenever i have the chance to spend time with my guy friends, i treasure those moments :') haha for now at least.
Laughed till i felt like sleeping.

Tmr is Thursday already.
There goes another week....thats fast.
WHICH IS GOOD!
I pray that time flies faster this year. It's getting boring....
Had a pretty hard time trying to get ma body clock back to sequence again.
Well, thats all for tonight i guess.
Will share more again tmr.

First.

Firstly, dont ask why i created a new blog and dont ask about my URL.
I was having a hard time deciding my URL so i just used smth familiar to me.
It was just taken from the game i play and book i read, from Orks.

This is the first post of my new blog. and i plan to keep it going for as long as i can.
I know i have created several others before this, but they've all passed away.
Just feel it would be nice to have a virtual dairy where i can share my thoughts and views.
Even though no one reads them. hehe

Life has pretty much been on the down side lately.
Not much ups. Caused by several issues that i choose not to affect myself with it.

As for school, well, im finally in my second year which is my final year.
Will be graduating in 10 months or so. Next April.
I. Cant. Wait.
Kinda sick of school. Trying my best not to hate school so much.
Trying to find the smallest things to keep me going.
Just to clarify, its not SCHOOL that i dislike.
It's the PEOPLE in my class and the COURSE i am in.
Which is why i am ever so eager and keen to graduation day.
After which i will serve my NS. lol.
We'll leave that for another day.

It's ma first post and dont wanna make it too wordy.
On a side note, i'm so tired of people now.
At first they look like they care about you and are always concerned about you etc.
But then, they actually dont give a damn.
They dont care about how u feel. They only ACT like they do.
But unfortunately....they dont. the sad truth. lol
Makes you think actually......makes you think about all the conversations u ever had with that person and everything you did tgt with that person. all those memories, wasted.
Be it a friend, stranger, classmate, colleague etc.
Like all the memories u had with that person was just.....fake.
Because he/she never actually cared about your feelings or how you felt.

That's all for tonight.