Eid Mubarak

Yup, today is the last day of the ramadhan month.
Which also means it is the start of Hari Raya, tmr is the first day.
Happy for my Muslim friends. They all seem so excited and have such happening plans.
And as for me? I'm just gonna spend my weekends in solitary confinement.
Haha jk, but yeah, close to that. I've got nth much to do now that school has started.

Currently blogging via my phone.
Was gaming earlier on and forgot to blog before I shut it down. Haha
It's so difficult to tweet from your phone. Damn
On ma bed now. Just had my supper. It's 1am now.
Was feeling hungry and wanted to cook maggi but luckily parents were still out and were nice enough to get me some mee goreng~
Wasn't much, but it was good enough for me.

Napha is in exactly 2 weeks time. I'm more nervous about that than I am about assignments.
Lol.
Reason is simple. I have to get either GOLD or SILVER to be considered as a pass.
BRONZE or below would be a fail.
Which means I have to go in tekong for my BMT a few weeks earlier than stated.
Who wants that?
If stuff like this can be avoided. Ill definitely try hard.
Who wants to go in to tekong 1-2 months after graduating??? Haha!
Which is why I am aiming for a silver and above.
Have been doing push ups and sit ups everyday when I get home from school.
I can't do much of those, therefore I have to really work on my 2.4km.
That's where majority of my points will come from. -end-

Have been thinking about myself lately.
Reflecting and reevaluating the way I see things and people.
I ask myself so many questions. But can't find any answer to them.
Why am I so sensitive?
Why do I overthink so much??
Am I really that lousy in people's eyes?
Why do people think of me in such a way? (Not that I care)
Why am I so easily affected by things?
Why am I so negative?
And the list goes on....
I don't like the fact that im all of the above mentioned.
I tend to disappoint people. Especially that one person. And I don't like it.
Which is why I have to reflect and reevaluate how I perceive things and people now.
I can say I'm slowly improving....but definitely not good enough.
I will try to be better.

Well, that's all for the night. My fingers are starting to cramp up from typing all these on my phone.
Till next time.