Last module to go

Final week of school.
Finally 2 modules down. 1 more to go.
Have to finish up a window display by this week.
Hopefully my group cooperates with one another and we can get things done faster.
The sooner we finish, the sooner we can start our holidays.

Anyway had my third blood test today. zzzz
i gotta admit, this one was painful.
The nurse was inexperienced i guess? She seemed young to me.
It was painful because she poked the needle in slowly.
Which means i felt everything.....
I felt the needle pierce my skin. go through it and pierce my blood vessel.
It was slow and torturous...unlike the army.
When she was done, she pulled the needle out slowly again T.T HAHAHA
Like wise, i felt everything.
While she was extracting, i was squeezing the stress ball and my whole arm was getting numb.
Even as i type now, my arm feels weird. It feels bruised and numb-ish.
It was so diff compared to the army.
The 2 blood test i did in the Medical Classification Centre in CMPB was good.
It was extremely fast, minimal pain and very efficient.
They poked it in fast, drew what blood they needed and pulled it out and pasted the plaster in 1 fluid motion.
Well, i have another blood test at the same hospital in another 2 months.
Khoo Teck Puat. Yeah, it isnt that bad luh. As long as the pain was bearable.

Really gotta watch my diet in these 2 months...
Because if my cholesterol level is still in the high range, the army will not give me a very nice pes.
Probably pes C or even D. and i DO NOT want that.
its so hard to control my diet. Because for the past 20 years, ive been eating whatever i want, whenever i want, anywhere and anyhow i want.
But now, i gotta be more disciplined and restrict myself if i wanna get a decent pes status.
Thats all for today!

Almost there

It's Saturday today.
I've endured my hell week in school.
FINALLY all my tests are over.
All im left with is 1 submission and 1 more crappy presentation.
Which will be this coming Monday and Tuesday.
And then im freeeeeeeeeeeeee! cant wait to enjoy my holidays.

Monday is also my medical checkup.
Kinda nervous for it...even though i shouldnt be.
oh wells~

Today was a horrible day. Sigh.
I feel at fault whenever something goes wrong.
Maybe i really am useless....
Always make things worse. hais.
Dont wanna talk about today anymore. Had enough.

Well i just gotta endure 2 more weekdays and then im free.
Really cant wait.
Looking into the future, i have about 6 more months of school left.
After this September holidays, when school reopens, that will be my last and final semester.
Which means i am now in my second last semester.
After i graduate, i'll probably spend my time wisely.
Work part time, spend time with my mum, enjoy the current freedom i have and of course spend time with AJ before i go in.
So much worries and doubts when im going in.
So afraid of so many things too.
Not about whats gonna happen in tekong. but afraid of whats gonna happen OUTSIDE of tekong when i cant be there to do anything.
Shouldnt talk about this now. Only making myself feel worse. 
Till next time~

Hell Week

This week is indeed hell week..
Theres so much going on. And not just regular things, but stressful things.
Yst, which was monday, i had 400m time trials for track and field.
Today, Tuesday, i had theory test.
Wednesday, I will be having a phase test as well as 1500m time trial.
Thursday, have to finish up my model making.
Friday I have 2 tests in a day and a submission and presentation.
Weekends are free. But mainly to finish up any outstanding assignments.
Monday I have another submission and have to go Khoo Teck Puat Hospital for a medical checkup.
Tuesday, I have one last presentation.
Hopefully that is all before i start my holidays.
Really wishing that this week would pass as quickly as possible.
Because its so tiring and stressful.
I guess i have to go through this if i want to enjoy my sweet holidays. hehe

Anyways, why Khoo Teck Puat?
After my standard medical checkup at CMPB, my blood test have shown certain abnormalities.
Not anything serious, but something to be taken into consideration.
Thus, i was scheduled for another blood test in around June last 2 months.
Prior to that second blood test, they now decide to send me to KTP to have further checkups.
To see a specialist regarding this. And what is wrong?
Well basically theres too much fat in my blood stream. Which is obviously no good.
If this goes on untreated, i might have high cholesterol or some issues related to that.
And no, i dont want that now. Im still young and free. haahha
Okay on a serious note, i gotta start watching what i eat.
My lifestyle is okay because i still exercise and do activities.
But i need to start disciplining myself when it comes to food from now on.
They're probably gonna jab me with 9345346 needles this coming checkup.

Well, i hope all goes well.
Hope this week ends fast and hope i get that checkup over and done with quickly.
I do want to enjoy my holidays soon.

Smelling the sweet holidays ahead!

Yes! I can smell the sweet holidays nearing!
The sweet smell of holidays... ahhhh.
Have about less than 2 more weeks of school and then BAM!
About 1 month of holiday. Cant wait.
Now that i have someone to spend my days with too, i sure am looking forward.
Yeah, i have a new commitment now ;) hehehe

All im left with are a couple of class tests and submissions for assignments.
Have about 3 days of class test. (no prob)
and last submission for the most burden assignment is end of this month, 30th august.
After which we need not attend school anymore (hopefully) cause modules have finished.
After which...my holidays begin. muhahahaha

Definitely feeling better now. Recovering well i must say.
However, still having the sniffles. I feel that they are the hardest to recover from.
Annoying little flu bug.
Many people are falling sick recently. It's like the season to be ill. Lol.
Ahh, that time of the year. haha.

Not much happening things for me this weekends. Probably just gonna focus on my assignment.
The sooner i get it done, the less i have to worry.
Well, i guess thats about it for today. :)

Under the weather

yes, been under the weather lately.
If you read my previous post, i have mentioned that i have the sniffles and cough.
Well, now that my flu and cough is a lil better, i feel feverish.
Temperature at 37.6
Which is just at the trigger temp.
So i guess yeah, its official, i have fever. haha.
Fever is such a miserable feeling.
You feel so tired and dead and useless.
Your eyeballs hurt when you move them, your head throbs and hurt even more when you turn side to side. Even when slowly.
When others feel hot or cold, you feel the opposite. haha.
And whenever im sick, i always crave for things that im not supposed to eat.
Like fried chicken wings, chilli, etc.
And when i wake up from naps when having fever, ill be lost.
Wont rmb what day, time or year i am in. hahaha.
True story. Dk whats happening at home. Basically i just lost my memory.
Then when i get out of bed, i feel trippy and giddy and my eyes have double eyelids.
I dont even feel like myself when im sick. I feel like someone else.
I think, talk, act and behave differently when im sick.
I say and do and think about things that i usually will not do.
Weird...just hope my fever doesnt increase.
haha alright here comes the throbbing headaches.
Till next time! 

Weekends!

ahhh yes, it's finally the weekends again.
The sweet weekends~
Thursday marks the start of my weekends for me.
Had a pretty rough week, mainly cause i'm ill.
Yes, sick. Im down with cough and feverish feels.
Dont know how i got it, but it just happened. It hit me from nowhere.
Happened on National Day itself. Felt smth wrong with my throat already.
Sure enough, i became sick.
To make things worse, whenever i am sick, or especially when i have cough, my condition worsens.
Simply because i have bronchitis. Which is the inflammation of the lungs.
Cant drink cold stuff too fast cause ill cough, allergic to dust, etc etc.
When i have cough, i actually wheeze. yeah its that bad. lol.

Had napha today....
Didnt go well at all.
Was pretty disappointed with myself.
Also because i was sick and couldnt perform to my best.
Clocked in my 2.4km at 11mins 10 sec -.-
Which is extremely disappointing even though its graded B.
Again, it was my cough and illness that made things this way.
Was really under the weather.
After running, i puked. haha.
My pocari sweat drink and siew mai i ate for breakfast came out.
Yup, was already expecting that to happen halfway during the run.
Didnt feel good at all.
But definitely feel so much better after puking.

As for my weekends, i dont have much plans.
In fact, i dont have any plans as of now.
Might be spontaneous and go along with any plan that pops out.
Am hoping that my friends are free to go for a ride.
And by ride, i mean cycle. haha.
Yeah, havent cycled in awhile and feel the need to.
Alright, thats all for this update

Examine your thoughts

Finally managed to find time to update my blog.
Have been a rather hectic week with tight schedules.
Mainly due to assignments of course.
Well, as much as i want to complain and groan, it pleases me to think that the only reason why things are getting tougher now is because i am in my final year of school.
Which means graduation is near.
Matter of fact, i only have about 6 more months of school, minus off the holidays and vacations.
Assignment deadlines back to back, one after another and they just keep coming and piling up.
Well, i just gotta hang in there if i want to graduate in peace. hehe.

As the title suggests, i have to start examining my thoughts very carefully.
That is a pretty broad statement.
But what i mean by that is to start making decisions more appropriately like an adult.
To think twice about certain things and to know of consequences and such.
Why? Well, reason is simple.
I feel that 18-21 is the transition period whereby teenagers grow and mature into young adults.
As young adults, most of our life decisions must be made on our own.
Because, it is our own lives after all.
We determine our future.
We can only depend on our parents and family for emotional and psychological support.
The rest, my friend, all depends on us.
It is quite frightening and scary to think about deciding our own future.
I think it is because ever since birth, we have been relying on our parents so much that sometimes, we take certain things for granted.
They decide what clothes we are, what food we eat, how much allowance to give us etc.
And to think that now we have to make such decisions ourselves, thats pretty scary.

Well, the weekends are nearing.
I can smell them already. ohhh the sweet smells of long weekends.
Tomorrow is Thursday which means my long weekends starts on thursday night itself.
Will be going to watch a concert tomorrow evening.
Performed by a Japanese band that just flew into SG a few days ago.
My previous sec school did a musical exchange with them here in SG.
And thus, prepared an official concert.
It will be at the newly renovated and refurbished VCH. Victoria Concert Hall.
Havent been there ever since it was renovated. Looking forward.
That's about it i guess.
Till next time~

Better days ahead

Prior to my previous post, my days are relatively getting better.
Shin is recovering well and feeling rather good/okay these few days.
I always believe that if, for some reason, ur life starts to get shitty and horrible, just hang in there.
Why? Because it will be better soon.
Things will always get better. Bad things dont last for long.
Like they say, life has ups and downs.
If you're experiencing too much ups, then you'll probably are gonna face some downs soon.
If you're experiencing too much downs, then good things are about to come your way.
Well, at least this way, life is more interesting.
Much to learn from, a lot to experience and savour and treasure.
If life is stagnant then....i see no point living it.

As said earlier, life has been getting slightly better.
Slowly but surely. Well, its the weekends anyway, what could go wrong?
Enjoyed myself yst at Gardens By The Bay.
Then had dinner at Satay By The Bay.
hahaha, felt like a tourist, but its a nice feeling.
Good atmosphere and good food there.
Today, Saturday, didnt do much.
Went for Iqra lessons at my friend's house because his mum was nice enough to tution me.
Afterwards, went to Mac for some double macspicy and twister fries. hehehe.
And as for tmr? Going to 2 of my friend's open house.
Weekends well spent i must say.
Till next time!